Deep blue but you painted me golden.

Deep blue but you painted me golden.
I've been feeling slightly ambivalent about Christmas this year. For almost three years I haven't really celebrated it at all, due to my depression and well, life situation. This year is therefore the first time in a while that I've felt anything at all in relation to Christmas, instead of complete apathy bordering on disgust (yeah, that's what being very unhappy does to a person, turns you in to the Grinch). It feels really good to want to decorate a little bit again, and when the snow came the Stockholm yesterday I felt that longing for old school Christmas celebration like never before. I hope the feeling stays, and that the snow does too. - Emily